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[24 Jan 2021|02:32am]


I just wish I could focus when I could really use the escape. And then maybe not feel (self-inflicted) guilt every time I need a break. I'm so tired of myself.
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[22 Jan 2021|06:46pm]


Thank you for breaking everything again. I'm posting about what you did to her and how she stuck by you and how she only took over the game last night after you fucking DELETED it.

How does it feel, to hurt someone who always stood by you even when people were telling her how toxic you were?

How does it feel to know she cried all damn night because she thought that things were really good.

And "Fuck U" as the user name of the mod account after you had DELETED the account and she did everything she could in order to find the passwords YOU GAVE HER to restore it again? After people had started making holds to app?

Don't try to deny it. I got her to give me the screenshots of the previous conversations for where you told her everything was good and then her finding out last night you deleted everything and blocked her.

She just found out a few minutes ago you removed her and changed the passwords again. What a wonderful human being you are -- not.

Not only did you delete the game again, change all of the passwords again, change the email this time -- even though the phone number that was used originally as recovery step was her original phone number you twat -- you removed her from everything and deleted the muse that her main one was tied into the most.

Gods, you really don't care who you lie to and hurt, do you? She stood by you through four failed games and when you bailed on a game you were supposed to be co-modding with another user when she first met you.

I hope no one ever trusts you on this server again so you can't fuck them over and crush them like you did her. Or betray them like you did the co-mod of your first mythology game.
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[17 Jan 2021|04:00pm]


I'm genuinely baffled by the fact that there's this notion that I left your game because I got manipulated into it. Besides the fact that I find it deeply insulting that you apparently think I'm weak-willed to the point that someone could manipulate me to the point of leaving an entire game, it's also just astonishingly lacking in self-awareness.

I left your game because I wasn't happy there. There were real life reasons as well, but the big thing was I just wasn't happy there. I tried to stick it out for a few friends but, at the end of the day, almost everyone I cared to write with had left. And beyond that, you failed as a mod. I brought you valid concerns that you ignored. Other people had brought you valid concerns that you ignored. You enabled bad behavior in your game. You had different standards for different people. You ignored huge problems in your game because it was your friends causing them.

I'm just completely confused by the idea that you would place the blame on someone who had nothing to do with me leaving rather than acknowledging that you made mistakes along the way that contributed to people not being happy in your game.
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[11 Jan 2021|02:55pm]


Feeling stuck between the desperate itch to write something, anything, please god, help me keep my brain from turning to inactive mush and the simultaneously desperate desire to avoid another round of people who flake, games that crash and burn, and awkward false starts that turn smutty for no reason...

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